Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 11:18 PM
Difficult Feelings
Wake up early in the morning.. Juz couldnt sleep even 1min more. Alarm was addy set in my system. Lolx..
Here, do u know how to communicate difficult feelings? When you are upset, frustrated or angry, it is hard to communicate lovingly. This happenned to me. When i feel upset, my anger is not under my control. Yet so far, i just remained silent whenever i feel furious. Thus, i used to write down all my feelings in my diary, email to my frens, or write all down in a piece of paper then scramble it and throw away. As far as possible! But its true that writting out your negative feelings is an excellent way to become aware of how unloving u may sound. Hey couples , try this effective ways if u have something hardly to speak out. After writting your letter you may nor longer feel a need to talk.
Just today, i received a message from a fren inviting me to a direct selling's model walk. I always think that they come with purposes. In fact, are they? Thats my difficult feelings. How can i stop all the thoughts regarding " come with purposes " ? Only with stuff related to direct selling only will contact me NICELY. What is that? A reality world. Yeeep, it is ... Here, i dont try to mean anything. Its nothing wrong to achieve your goal. Between, do you think of your action might have hurt others? Meaning inappropriate action. Direct selling is challenging, always need to hit targets. And i know, double effort needed to hit the targets. Anyhow, keep up the good work. Wish u guys succeed. Best...best luck. x]
no hard feelings guys! Cheers **
Wednesday Java mid-term;
Friday Maths mid-term;
full of TESTS this week...ehem no. Is this week onwards will get more hectic x(
signing off,
Candies night !
New loooks
Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 9:30 PM
Finally i gotta update my blogskin. I have taken some time to search for the skin, yet not that satisfied. Hahax~
Next week will be my mid term test. I am reaaally not in the mood to do revision. I dunno why i bring along my notes here. Now, having bbq party at cousins house. And i prefer to stick to my laptop screen update my blog or facebooking. Yesterday couldn't fall asleep. Staring on the ceiling untill 3am. Counting sheeps is seriously do nothing on yesterday night.
Tomorrow will go picnic with my family. Sounds great coz i can EAT with my families in such a natural environment. Long time.
always store this Mr.Happy in your heart !
Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 10:28 PM
Hectic weeks onwards
turn on the socket for me, anyone?
HUH ~ Since year2 started, i never been free. Those tutorials , assignments and practicals are SO MANY until i have to rush till late night. Now i know why holidays are awesome. * In fact, i hate holidays * Errgh x)
Now i travel everyday from home to college. Exhaustedddd ....
These few days, i am sure that i lack of sweet sleep resulting me couldnt drive with full concentration. Almost got into accidents, lucky i gotta brek on time. Else i will hear " BANG " !! "APA MACAM ? " Just today, i almost almost kissed on a black Satria Neo weih.. Fortunately, i emergency brek. I wouldnt know what to do if i really got into an accident. I think my sounds will go shiver , blank mind as well as panic.
Owyea !! Did u guys buy Transformer 2 movie tickets ?? HOT show goes well with HOT sales. Its hard to get now unless you are willing to wait. Hmm~ Movies in the cinema with popcorns !!
I WANNA WATCH MOVIEEEs ... latest ones perhaps
I WANNA EAT SUSHI ...
I WANNA SHOP ...
I WANNA shout on enemies warn them to get off ... xP
signing off..
Nitey nitez
Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 10:57 PM
What a day.. I drove for almost 100km today. Not that tired as i expected coz its all worth it !! i earned money today *$$*, ON MY OWN ! err. x_x
I gave some pocket money to my siblings as allowance.. *how good huh? *
Actually, i went for a survey on coffee which gave me experienced yet some angpao money. *wink* The survey was so fake as i spoke like yes like that on how passionate am i towards coffee. In fact, i dont like to take coffee unless there are something unique influences me. xD Telling lies and get some money earn in return, will do accept this job?
WHY NOT ?
*giggle*
Mummy is coming back from China tmr. Guess what she will bring me ! xP
Sunday, June 7, 2009 @ 6:37 PM
CODE Vs Fiona
Moody larx ~ *weep*
i dunno how to code... How am i gonna gain practical participation marks then ?? Looking into notes and some example codes, still got nothing in return. I am so fed up. But, Java is kinda of..no, is vital in my course. Sigh. What can i do ? really a noob in coding. Now also couldnt cope dy, i cant imagine how am i gonna sit for exam. Add, my Java lecturer always made me stress.... Sigh. *miss Mr.Peh so much larx, lolx*
I did search info from internet, but i dont understand at all. Ishh !!!!
Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 9:39 PM
I was late to Java Programming practical class AGAIN due to Traffic Jam !! *fed up* but this is so call KL lifestyle. Try to think at this scenario. If one day you go out at peak hours and the traffic was unexpectedly smooth... *sounds impossible* xD For sure you will feel weird huh. But why people dont take it normal? as it is normal to have smooth traffic at peak hours.. Repeat again, coz this is so call KL lifestyle.
NO TRAFFIC JAM NOT KL o.O*
Today right after class i went makan with Bryan and Uncle at TBR. Tea time. After chit chatting for moments, i headed to Mid Valley for facial. Its a FOC facial actually, presented by my cousin which is busy with babysitting. Hahax. Not bad, i gained some door gift ! * pink * while waitng for time to fly, me and cuzziez went New Zealand Natural for few scoops of ice-cream. Hahax. *sweeet & sweeeet*
BUT at the same time i lost my belt too. ishh. I went to the ladies after my facial, dunno why am i so careless, left out my belt in the ladies. When i got to know its addy too late. Belt had disappeard. How stupid and careless!!!
*hello people, my belt isnt cost millions DOLLARS. Why take it away ?? hmph!!*
Exhausted but still many WORKs awaiting me.
Ciaox ! xD
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 9:18 PM
#... 如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口,
那我宁愿对你从没认真过,
我已经不想追求,
越是在乎的人越是猜不透... #
猜不透，也不想猜
